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logogen 02:24:51::27:11:2007 -- [secondofthenight] And now there's a sneer fixed upon my face, directed at myself. The comforting weight of a glass in my hand. The kiss of ice against my lips. Take it into yourself, make it your own, as with all of life's little toys. Make of it what you will, not just your own. The whole point of this is experience, and experience is what you gain at the end of it all. I stand upon the edge of the world. Feet braced on the railings. Ten thousand years of empty space below me. Dim lights in the distance, and a sneer upon my face. It's good to be alive, despite whatever rattles inside your head, whatever rides upon your shoulder or snaps at your heels. Deal with it, you piece of shit. So what if you can't sleep? Work around it. Move on through. Get to the next screen, as they say. Snap the fetters that bind you, let the fuck go of everything, and just sink into it all. Roll with it. These probably won't last past the morning. Make of them what you will. No, wait, I'm lying. This random brainoverflow will last as long as it wants to. Until the next cleanup, until... Whenever. Black dog with me, let's go. Stare at the corner for a while, off into space. Disengage your mind and let the fingers flow free. And type nothing. |
flow -- ringing in my ears; deliverance; evolve; evolve lest ye be left behind; fall from grace; forgiven; forgotten; forlorn; joy is all there is; you make this all go away; you make this all go away; 5% and flow; flow; flow with thought during the day; at night; at random times, drunk, sober; altered, sane; broken, fixed; flowing thoughts; liquid dreams; the usual; pint please; for living; psychomindfuck; look right; stop; hypodermic synthetic anaesthasia; pain analogue; bury me in hatred; less than 1% jesus lies; and so here we go; burn; burn in hell; twinkle; live; reversed order; nonsensical; no order; depart; and this is it; time to write; to flow; don't you love me, children; don't you dare; 14325324534; rwar; new message; read; view; reply; send; no; brush of lips on eyelids; feedfightfuck; can you evolve; buried; tears of joy; not with a bang but a bang but a bang; paint yourself; end it all; revise; saturday sunday monday die; surround me; and noise to nothingness; here; flow; international security; some sort of art; run, run, run, run; feed fight fuck; seperate the users from the whores; enjoy it whilst it lasts; r-o-ll-ll-ll-ll-ll with it; feel the warmth inside your whole; horror; outpouring of thoughts into coherence, here, but not meant to last long; not meant to last long at all, in fact, soon hidden in the morass, the emptiness; driven into nothing; see this; it's gone before you register; show me how; back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now; snowing; dark outside, cold; biting wind; streetlight; telephone, coarse tones; answer; grey would be the colour; boredom prevails; as ever; fading fucking reminder; tell me; change of music, musician; lyrical flow, different to this; muse; think on that; scenting from below; approaching meal; painful seat; need to drink, feed fight fuck; see me; i'm you; you're me; i express what you cannot; deal with it, kid; continuation; and finally 5% ; meaning; life; love; mental outpourings; like liquid, like the beer next to me; sewerage, a torrent; vile, useless fucking thoughts; hidden gems; boredom, keeping track, things that must be remembered lest they be abandoned; need; let me help you hold the gun against your head; belief; hard chair; pain, anguish, uncertainty; razorblade smile; sixteen miles to go, seventeen, and in reverse we find ourselves; and typing nothing, meaning nothing, just words; find the wisdom; embrace me; impending examination; pending acceptance; denial; deception_always; exeunt; new world order; watch the babble; laugh as you cry; count; counter; working; sleep; dormire; required; invitation; die; end; again; creation_defined; and you know that we are yours; the drugs decide; look happy, kids; feelgood factor (increase); exception report; need it; need it; live it; 55 unto more; reminder:-- noctu waits; drown; attempt/no/tempt/work/fail; smile; go; always; sunday again; and so, ad infinitum; animositisomina; read this in order; i'm looking forward to it, too; two weeks, it'll be, two weeks today in fact; then i can move again; something offensive; despise; breathe; tilt your head back; open your mouth wide; fill your lungs; break--; hatred like a river; end; sense of loss; distance; depression; fall; split things down enough; plastic; sudden tone, buzz; vibration; metal; glow; and wings unfurl; joy; animosity; anathema; random words, together making poetry; or nothingness; what was first becomes last, forges new links, takes new meaning; means nothing in the end; shitting bats; ignorance is bliss, as i'll say again; feel the pain, the lack of pain, the analgesic; emptiness; disbelief; and laugh as realisation comes; devour(); corpse; explanation here; solo; peaking; metal bar through flesh; cacacacacacacacaphony; the sum of collected memories, abstract thought processes, random electrical impulses. god's will, pure chance, pure thought; whatever. we are what we are, each and every one of us the same; shells for life, movement, feeding, fighting, fucking, animalia. touch upon this, sit back, think; brood. explore, travel, return; brood. realise that you don't matter in the scheme of things; self esteem subtracted, useless. become self aware; realistic goals, don't conform. why conform? outside pressure, moving in upon you. break++; dog; return; finality; mess; all over; lack of floor; sex; drugs; and completion; lies; live again; live; as on television; as on radio; 5% et al; and you are ours; you belong to us; smile; reflow; redesign the organised; rand(); this is a maxim for life; and they have no meaning; random sounds; terrible drunken state; note to self; update, avante; back(again); feel mistaken; just words, and they appear; breathe; welcome to the new reality; slay; reflections on glass; breathe; and this is the way that this day ends; chuckle; smile; laugh; breathe; live; heart/mind/body/soul; gone; random; stream of consciousness; flow; here; there; read it without; bitten by a snake; self esteem; live; remember the time; remember the life; remember the love; remember the end; smile; good at that; amusement++; entertainment in flow; clever reminder; fading fucking ... |
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