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logogen 02:24:51::27:11:2007 -- [secondofthenight] And now there's a sneer fixed upon my face, directed at myself. The comforting weight of a glass in my hand. The kiss of ice against my lips. Take it into yourself, make it your own, as with all of life's little toys. Make of it what you will, not just your own. The whole point of this is experience, and experience is what you gain at the end of it all. I stand upon the edge of the world. Feet braced on the railings. Ten thousand years of empty space below me. Dim lights in the distance, and a sneer upon my face. It's good to be alive, despite whatever rattles inside your head, whatever rides upon your shoulder or snaps at your heels. Deal with it, you piece of shit. So what if you can't sleep? Work around it. Move on through. Get to the next screen, as they say. Snap the fetters that bind you, let the fuck go of everything, and just sink into it all. Roll with it. These probably won't last past the morning. Make of them what you will. No, wait, I'm lying. This random brainoverflow will last as long as it wants to. Until the next cleanup, until... Whenever. Black dog with me, let's go. Stare at the corner for a while, off into space. Disengage your mind and let the fingers flow free. And type nothing. |
flow -- enjoy it whilst it lasts; music gone; buried; and you are ours; you belong to us; dance with me; dance, bitch; dance; smile; bury me in hatred; With 55%; watch the babble; impending examination; pending acceptance; denial; begin(); die; end; and there's the rub; random sounds; devour(); breathe; and on; new message; read; view; reply; send; embrace me; flow; deception_always; onward tomorrow; mental outpourings; like liquid, like the beer next to me; sewerage, a torrent; vile, useless fucking thoughts; hidden gems; boredom, keeping track, things that must be remembered lest they be abandoned; need; let me help you hold the gun against your head; belief; hard chair; pain, anguish, uncertainty; razorblade smile; sixteen miles to go, seventeen, and in reverse we find ourselves; and typing nothing, meaning nothing, just words; find the wisdom; and this is it; burn; slay; evolve; evolve lest ye be left behind; look happy, kids; feel mistaken; explanation here; lax; note to self; begin; some sort of art; run, run, run, run; feed fight fuck; need an easier way to add; must write; yet cannot, easier way to create a muse, find my muse; someone to whisper in my ear in the darkness, informative; scour the electronic wilderness for inspiration, find only vapid, useless talk; unenlightened masses, useless to believe; useless to behold; swaying popular opinion by being herded like cattle; fuck me; stupidity should be punishable by death; taxi drivers that drive like lunatics; crutches, clicking; queues; herds; swarms; collective mentality of a kleptomanic two year old twin; split words, split phrases; 5% feelgood factor (increase); just words, and they appear; sex; drugs; and completion; lies; 55 horror; cacacacacacacacaphony; exception report; lunch++; live; smile; yeah; 5% dye; dye; die; reversed order; nonsensical; no order; broken; now be fixed; clever reminder; fading fucking reminder; depart; laziness; drown; can you evolve; go; randomise; (x); continuation; remember the start; corpse; But yet 55 ; terrible drunken state; joy; dog; and that's the way the world ends, i guess; not with a whimper, not with a bang, just nothing; bitten by a snake; reminder:-- noctu waits; and noise to nothingness; angels; feel the warmth inside your whole; 14325324534; rwar; surround me; time to leave; and finally 5% ; feedfightfuck; depart; need it; breathe; cut; drink; chew; hunger; rand(); so pure; so rare; and you know that this is it; amusement++; fall from grace; forgiven; forgotten; forlorn; attempt/no/tempt/work/fail; laugh as you cry; meaning; life; love; the drugs decide; breathe; false architecture; false art; note to self; finish what you begin; sunday again; and so here we go; jesus lies; despise; time to write; to flow; always; i'm looking forward to it, too; two weeks, it'll be, two weeks today in fact; then i can move again; hatred like a river; end it all; abandonment; silence; required; chuckle; smile; laugh; breathe; live; smile; boredom prevails; as ever; et al; lead us not into; look right; return; burn in hell; believe in the nonexistant; mess; all over; lack of floor; laugh anew; tears streaming down your face; outpouring of thoughts into coherence, here, but not meant to last long; not meant to last long at all, in fact, soon hidden in the morass, the emptiness; driven into nothing; see this; it's gone before you register; show me how; back then i couldn't do the things that i can do now; snowing; dark outside, cold; biting wind; streetlight; telephone, coarse tones; answer; grey would be the colour; dream; feed us; what do we care; yes; it is obfuscated; but there is truth here; tea; hypodermic synthetic anaesthasia; pain analogue; the sum of collected memories, abstract thought processes, random electrical impulses. god's will, pure chance, pure thought; whatever. we are what we are, each and every one of us the same; shells for life, movement, feeding, fighting, fucking, animalia. touch upon this, sit back, think; brood. explore, travel, return; brood. realise that you don't matter in the scheme of things; self esteem subtracted, useless. become self aware; realistic goals, don't conform. why conform? outside pressure, moving in upon you. psychomindfuck; once upon a time; depression, again; anew; feel aggrieved; and they have no meaning; something offensive; and flow; flow; flow with thought during the day; at night; at random times, drunk, sober; altered, sane; broken, fixed; flowing thoughts; liquid dreams; the usual; pint please; going under; less than 1% good at that; 15% believe that this is your life; know it is; fuck rock and roll; what we need is obvious; i'll do the cross thing; back(again); reflections on glass; welcome to the new reality; they're watching; while(1) { die(); }; for living; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; buy; consumerism is our devotion; lick; love; like; bladed joy; and laugh as realisation comes; burger; mmm, burger; meat; new world order; revise; saturday sunday monday die; live; anti-animosity; paint yourself; joy; fall; leather; plastic movement; easy; kill; meat; devour; gone; random; stream of conscious ... |
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